智慧牙

這兩天不太舒服，口腔雖然沒有很腫，可是那智慧牙讓我有點苦不堪言。
我也忘了那智慧牙是之前就存在了，還是最近才生出來的，總之，我覺得好像一直咬著我的牙齦一樣，怪不舒服的。
所以，近來不是很想説話。
臭智慧牙，不知道爲何它擁有智慧牙這個頭銜，明明就讓我很不舒服。

雞蛋糕

給姓湯的女孩。

[14.18pm] [心有林夕]

28日，是你的生日。我想祝福，卻不敢過於越界，所以我只是輕輕地，寫了[Happy Birthday.]給你。沒有想過你的反應會如何。沒有想過你會否回復。我只是很單純地，想表示，我還記得你的生日。

"Thanks so much! Take good care o.. my dear"

你回復了。

雖然很簡單，可是我很感動。真的。

謝謝你。

不知道以後會如何，不過一切都沒關係了。

給她多一點時間吧。。。

Photos

Lazy to blog. Let the photos do the talking. Shall we?

Fun o'k again?!

Mummy, sister and uncle

My favourite!

forgot what this dish called

See! Mummy looked so cute. Lol.





Started off...


Continue...

Come on, make it higher..

Aargh! Failed.



Pieces.

They have the recycled items to be their furniture.

It's a washing machine. Kwel!

Pretty mum.

The day with family was always so great.

We shared our thoughts and lives.

Mummy loves to talk.

So usually, we just have to listen.

The laughters are what I heart for.

I heart my family.

*Love is in the air*

We are going to sing k next week. Woo hoo~

Ha, waiting for it.

Gosh!It's already 5.22a.m. Gotta get into my dreams now.

Good night papa.

Good night mama.

Good night you, you and you.

Some changes

Gosh, I was freaking bored surfing the net but this caught my attention.

http://beauty.ivillage.com/0,,9jlxfdd5,00.html

Know what is that?

It's a free virtual make-over!

Since I was thinking to have a haircut, why not I just place my photo in it and try on different hairstyles?

Okay, as usual, you need to register and log in.

Then, upload your photo.

Follow the instructions.

Then, choose the hairstyle you prefer.

You can adjust the size or flip the hairstyle.(red arrow)

You can try on other elements too.

And you saved it after you are satisfied with the changes.

Here are my final photos :

I think this looked like some Chinese Ah-Beng.

Looked like Japanese I reckon. Lol

Okay, I know this is lame but somehow it entertained my night.

Feeling so sleepy now. zzzz. Ciaoz!

該說嗎？

[03.05a.m] [快樂 ]

[Fun o k 返屋企]，這個地方的名字。氣氛還不錯，只是太吵了一些。

[你变得很不像自己。] 你说。

我乾笑了幾聲，然後靜默。

我知道的。真的。

[你怎麽能夠掩飾得那麽好？]

也許，我不再想讓別人知道我的過去。

甚至不知道該如何回答你們每一次問的問題。

[你之前的男朋友是怎樣的啊？]

我總是支支吾吾地帶過，倘若你是理解我的，你應該知道我不想繼續談下去。

我不想欺騙，所以我只會說，我曾經戀愛。

也許，我怕疼了。

所以，我不想說，也不敢說。

你說我現在不男不女，我也就認了。也不會說什麽。

不介意，也无所谓。

因爲，未來想如何，我也不知道。

顺其自然吧。

today...

[02.10a.m] [爱爱爱/No one]

I went to Restaurant Wong Kok to have this [Chocolate steamboat] for the price of RM9.80.

It might considered expensive for me but I just want to have a try on it. Quite nice I reckon.

As you know, I dislike chocolates because they are far too sweet for me.

But after I had tried the bitter chocolate bought by RouRou, gosh, now I am so into it. *Sobs* =( [going to put on weight very soon ]

Anyway, had a great tea session with my sister this afternoon. She was doing her assignments while I was drafting some sketches and immersed into thoughts later on....

I was tortured with guilt eversince the incident happened. Yeap, you are right. Maybe you still need some time. I will just let how it should be. I cherish our friendship but after all, we lost faith in each other. Never thought of we will end up one day but probably this is the time we should put a full stop.

Enough of the emo-ism, wonder if you noticed I actually placed 2 songs' name up there. Ha, the radio channels were not fixed properly and now I am listening both the channels with both ears. Not going to fix it until daddy finds out because I am lazy.

-Signed off-

难熬的三分钟

[19.57][...]

在找寻朋友的当儿，发现了你们的另一个户口，请相信我的直觉与敏锐程度，我知道那是属于你们的。
看到类似你们亲密的图片，耳根发热，心跳停止，呼吸阻塞，相信我，有整整三分钟，我正在面临呼吸困难。
过后，迅速的，立即地，我将整个窗口关闭下来。
也许近来极少受到刺激，刚才，那三分钟，我听见暴风雨在狂啸，雷声在怒吼，天打雷劈，门窗在拼命拍打的声音，我很慌。在那三分钟里，我尝试平抚自己的心跳，可是好像不管用。那口气停留在胸口，无法找到发泄的管道，原来这一种压抑，很痛苦，亦很辛苦。我只是差，痛哭而已。当然，我不会哭。还没有到极点，我，不会哭。一定，不会。

女人，你也是这样的吗？
面对他的时候，你的苦涩，你的心情，你的难过，你的心酸。。。
我好像明白了你的痛楚。真的。
傻瓜，那个时候，你一定很难过。。。

我相信，那只是自然反应而已。毕竟习惯了，就再也不会有什么痛楚。我从来不相信时间能够改变什么，我只相信，因为时间的关系，我们潜意识把所有的事情与回忆都隐藏起来，收在一个不知名的角落，或许，选择遗忘她。
我没有遗忘。因为我喜欢记忆。即使再怎么疼痛，那也是我的，曾经。
放心，我会习惯。然后，沉淀。那痛楚，只能适时地让我知道，我曾经如此深爱你。
可是，它却不会阻扰我的脚步。
我依然会向前迈进。

那三分钟，

如世纪版般悠久。。。