Listening to ：蒲公英的約定
我一直都在你身邊
我們算甚麼？
2009年5月16日 星期六
2009年5月15日 星期五
瘋狂
開始沉醉，開始昏睡。
過多的繁忙事務，開始了淩晨三點鈡的睡眠時間。
也許有人比我更忙，更疲憊，可是允許我吧，讓我的心情説話。
我知道我還是很在意。那份對待，那份看待。
你的尊重呢？
我預著被噓的可能。我知道我不成熟。
可是，是凡人不是嗎？還在學習中呢。
你能夠讓我歇息一會兒嗎？
神經有些錯亂。
沒有辦法讓時間停格，沒有思維，沒有思考，沒有沉澱。
我覺得自己像死屍。
開始膚淺，開始敷衍，我知道我很狗，可是你能夠接受我的沉默嗎？
你的快樂，我沒有辦法了解。
你了解的道理，不代表我了解。
我不了解，並不代表你需要用那種近乎覺得我們是一群愚蠢動物的語氣來説話。
我討厭別人把我當成笨蛋。
也許你真的比我們都清楚，可是對不起，你不懂得什麽是尊重。
摩擦少了，是我開始接受了，還是因爲過於疲憊所以什麽都不想理？
因爲一個用詞，你想要取消我的資格，你嘗試在我的眼中看見悲傷嗎?
錯了。在乎，不是這樣的。
一直拼命尋找安靜，另一頭，卻在製造喧嘩。哪顆是真正的心？
我瘋了，我們瘋了，大家都瘋了。
你，不是單一詞。
請不要隨便對號入座。
歡迎對號入座。
請不要隨便對號入座。
歡迎對號入座。
2009年5月12日 星期二
2009年5月11日 星期一
Feelings nowadays.
I could not deny the joy you guys brought to me, but somehow I felt lonely in a way that no one touches my heart.
We seldom share our interests, thoughts and feelings. Unlike how I was being with them in the past. Not trying to put both friendships into comparisons, but I am trying to be honest to my heart.
There's a special event held on that day. Han Cheng played a slideshow of how important sher gu's and sher bo's company to us. All memories strike in and I couldn't bear the misses I had towards everyone. I was weeping badly. How far have I gone? Somehow I noticed there's only responsibilities I can bear in those activities. My passion once lost again. I felt bad. I always hide under Tzu Chi's comfort whenever I need them but what did I do when they need us?
I saw both of your photos, Connie and Essel.
Finally, we are growing. Chasing dreams in different parts of the world. Sometimes I will think of you girls, my princesses. How have you girls been doing out there? When are we going to share our life stories? I miss your appearance, girls. Give me a warm hug when we meet up. We need that, don't we? Love ya to max.
Life is hectic. Hence, I am trying to live myself better. We always lose something but at the same time, we gain something too. So I am not afraid of losing. I believe there is always a path for us to explore. Different path, different experience, different life.
We seldom share our interests, thoughts and feelings. Unlike how I was being with them in the past. Not trying to put both friendships into comparisons, but I am trying to be honest to my heart.
There's a special event held on that day. Han Cheng played a slideshow of how important sher gu's and sher bo's company to us. All memories strike in and I couldn't bear the misses I had towards everyone. I was weeping badly. How far have I gone? Somehow I noticed there's only responsibilities I can bear in those activities. My passion once lost again. I felt bad. I always hide under Tzu Chi's comfort whenever I need them but what did I do when they need us?
I saw both of your photos, Connie and Essel.
Finally, we are growing. Chasing dreams in different parts of the world. Sometimes I will think of you girls, my princesses. How have you girls been doing out there? When are we going to share our life stories? I miss your appearance, girls. Give me a warm hug when we meet up. We need that, don't we? Love ya to max.
Life is hectic. Hence, I am trying to live myself better. We always lose something but at the same time, we gain something too. So I am not afraid of losing. I believe there is always a path for us to explore. Different path, different experience, different life.
Enjoy your life when you are still able to.
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