2009年5月10日 星期日

I am making my words clear.

Easily get frustrated nowadays.

" No one was wrong, it only depends on who understands tolerance the most. " he said.

I tried to retort him but neither could I deny it.
Since I shifted in here, my emotions ran to a peak.

You were challenging my emotional intelligence(which I was lack of the ability of managing it). I tried in ways of different communications. Emails, texts, one-on-one communications etc.
But things were getting in a mess. I hate it when someone tends to cross my line and this really get on my nerves. I do not have the responsibilities to respond unlimited texts(we are living under the same roof summo!!) which were not important at all. I gave no response to it but still I find it was a disturbance in my life.

I tried all ways to let you understand how I felt towards your attitude and acts but I noticed you do not understand my language. I had been being selfish due to your appearance and I dislike that. You are always taking advantage on us and you never take good care of the things we lent to you. How many times you want me to explain that we are not rich kid and you are supposed to have your own equipments and food?Do not take things for granted! I can be selfish if I come to that. Can you please try to interpret what I was trying so hard to tell you? I hate being a bad guy but if you continues, I will just let my emotions to take control of it. Do not make me show you my temper. I can tell you are going to be so dead.


I noticed how limited my tolerance are.


2009年5月7日 星期四

Conceptual Photography

Photos from brookeshaden

拿起DSLR已經二年
奈何這半年内發現自己
停格在某個階段 無法跨越
每次有人讚賞時
我其實有些心虛
因爲我覺得那不是一張作品
而是一張照片
別人眼中的美麗
就是我停格已久 無法跨越的某种障礙
剛看過某些國外攝影師的作品
發現他們的照片都多了一個因素--Concept
終于明白爲何當初Ms Kuik注重Concept多于攝影技術
攝影已經不再局限于美麗和記憶
它更是表達一種概念和格調的手法
也許是時候要突破這框框了
沉睡太久
會忘記初衷的

什麽格調適合我?


2009年5月6日 星期三

小孩與大人

沒有名字的時候

我們會看到天空 魔怪 曲綫 花紋 糖果 禮物老人 雲端
一旦有了名字
局限從此開始
腦袋裝得越多
越輕易忘記
小孩的世界
多姿繽紛
大人的世界
想逃卻再也逃不出來



2009年5月5日 星期二

哪裏

缺少一種自制能力,

依然輕浮,
不夠穩重。


溝通

説話 只說給人聼
溝通 不只說給心聼
也說給親近聼



溝通比説話重要



2009年5月2日 星期六

網


是我框住了你,

還是你框住了我?
越是靠近,
越是遙遠。

2009年5月1日 星期五

陀螺

EQ 和修養正極力下降中
也許完美主義者才是最不完美的人
因爲只要事情開始被砸
我就會呈放棄狀態
每個景象似乎成了種種幻想
世界塑造我們,抑或是我們塑造世界?
一個人的舉動若影響另一個人的運轉
那麽互相摩擦下
是否也開始影響社會人群的趨勢?
我會盡量提升自己的EQ的